The SCAR Project: VICTORY!

Some weeks ago, I initiated a Change.org petition to address what I thought were problems with Facebook’s policy regarding images of mastectomy.  A handful of images had been removed from The SCAR Project‘s page and the project’s founder, David Jay, was banned from posting for 30 days for being in violation of Facebook’s terms of service.  In addition, some months ago Anne Marie Giannino-Otis faced a similar problem when she posted her own mastectomy images on Stupid Dumb Breast Cancer.

So many women have pages that help to educate women and men about the realities of breast cancer.  Each, in their own way, actively pushes against the pink tide that focuses solely on awareness and early detection and keeps the reality of what this disease does to so many.  But these images are vitally important in that each tells a story;  and as they do, they begin to heal those affected and they open a healthy dialogue in the public and the private sphere.  I did not want these stories silenced as the result of a vaguely written policy that left these images vulnerable to individuals who would report them because they were personally affronted.  These images are posted within a particular context; this isn’t about sexualized breasts or objectifying women.  This is, quite simply, about life and death.

As the number of signatures began to grow and media outlets picked up the story, Facebook reached out to discuss the issue.  To be clear, the Facebook representatives with whom we spoke that morning were neither hostile to the issue of breast cancer nor to images of mastectomy.  Far from it.  But the fact remained that the Facebook policy on posting images of mastectomy was so vague and ill-defined that it provided little guidance to both the individuals at Facebook responsible for reviewing reported content and to those who wanted to post their images.  [Please note: Facebook does not actively search for content to remove, but only reviews content after it has been reported.]

I am really pleased to tell you that conversations among Facebook representatives, David Jay, Change.org representative Stephanie Feldstein, and me have resulted in a much improved policy regarding the use of mastectomy images on Facebook.   Where the former policy vaguely allowed images of “the mastectomy process,” the images are now correctly placed within the context of breast cancer and their importance in raising awareness of the real scourge of this disease and supporting those affected by it.  This is critical as it will assist those whose responsibility it is to review reported content.   And it will also help those who wish to post images of mastectomy on their personal pages.  In a very real sense, this is a victory for both Facebook and its users.

As world events go, this is a relatively small thing.  But this just goes to show that when we collaborate with one another on something bigger than ourselves we can effect really positive change.

Yes, we really can.

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Lupron

So as I was baring the upper left quadrant of my left butt cheek for the Lupron injection that would force me into mentalpause, I took a look at the clam shell packaging for the syringe and medication.  And there he was:  Lupron Man!  Smiling, happy, not a worry in the world.  I mean, what the hell is this?

Lupron Man

No.  No!  I don’t want to see Lupron Man.  In my humble opinion, I put forth this suggestion.

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Lupron Lady!

Truth in advertising.

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Progression

When I ended the call I stared at the screen looking for an app that I could consult for answers.  But the reality?   There was no app.

I had just spoken with my oncologist and learned that Tamoxifen, the drug that had served me well for nine months, had stabbed me in the back.  Little fucker.  The cancer had progressed.  The PET/CT from the previous day showed that there was more uptake in the right breast tumor (though it had stayed the same size), something in the left breast looked suspicious, and there were some new spots in the sacrum.  The lesion in L4 had enlarged as well.  But I knew that part.  I could feel it in the debilitating back pain that has kept me home for the entire month of May.  The scan just confirmed what I had long suspected.

However, it wasn’t all disappointing news.  After all, the lung lesions didn’t show up and there was nothing lighting up the lymph nodes.

So where do I go from here?  In some ways, I wonder if I’ve fully wrapped my head around my diagnosis.  Hey, Tamoxifen was offering consistently good news and it was very easy to be lulled into a safe little zone of denial.  I knew there would be a progression as menopause and Tamoxifen met on the battlefield.  I just hoped that I would get one full year out of it.  And it turns out that I’m nowhere near menopause, so Tamoxifen sold me out.  I wonder what it was for?  Cigarettes?  Some extra scratch for entertainment in the seedier sections of the city?  Or maybe it just wanted to skip town for new horizons.

I took that pill every day at 6:00 pm for 286 days.  It inspired the most consistently popular post “Ten Things to Do with a Bottle of Tamoxifen.”  However, perhaps I should modify the title a tad as I have the addition of one more idea.  “Ten Eleven Things to Do with A Bottle of Tamoxifen.”‘

Flush 'Em!  How saweeet it is.

Yes.  This is the very best thing to do with a bottle of Tamoxifen.  Amirite?

So what’s next?  Induced menopause with a shot of Lupron every three months and a Femara pill every day until whenever.  I’ll get my shot of Xgeva every month.  The tiny calcification of the breast will be monitored closely.   And, finally, a consultation with a radiation oncologist to discuss the possibilities of targeted radiation to L4 to both relieve pain and to end the life of persistent cancer cells that are making my life miserable.  Between the enlargement of the lesion in L4 and the pain caused by the spondylosis, it’s enough to make me eat glass.

I have been out of the office since May 1.  June isn’t looking any better.  I can’t begin to tell you how demoralizing this is.

As I began to digest this latest news I wondered if I’d make it to 55.  Would I be one of the many women and men to die in two to three years?  I was hoping for ten, frankly.  After all, technically speaking one of those years is almost behind me.  I was diagnosed in July 2012–that’s less than one full month away.  I don’t care who you are, you know you’ve thought of this.  And I think of this a lot.

But, as much as I ponder it from time to time, I don’t dwell on this stuff.  It results in nothing of merit.  Nothing.  You can wind yourself pretty tight thinking of every bad scenario out there.  But what good will it do?  No, you must live in the present, in the moment.  Enjoy it, press through the pain as much as is possible, and look forward to good things.  For me that is going back to the office, knitting, going to museums, and being with my friends, my felines, and my family.  You don’t have to go skydiving or the cruise of a lifetime to enjoy your life.  Hell, I can have fun and stir up trouble just sitting on my couch.

Still, it isn’t easy navigating this thing.  It’s like driving on the New Jersey Turnpike: one traffic jam after the other, an unofficial speed limit of 95, and construction.  Always effing construction!   You just have to get through the jam so you can enjoy the ride and not worry about when the next construction jam will loom ahead.  I’ll just stay in the right hand lane, take my time, and enjoy my ride.  I have no plans to exit just yet.

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The SCAR Project: UPDATE

Overall, my meeting with Facebook to discuss my Change.org petition was really positive. Facebook’s representatives said they’re fully supportive of The SCAR Project and that they do allow mastectomy photos – but there’s clearly both internal and external confusion that’s leading Facebook employees to remove these photos when they shouldn’t.

Facebook has promised to send me some clear next steps they’ll be taking to address this issue, and I’ll share them with my Change.org petition signers as soon as I get them.

I have Stage IV breast cancer. It’s going to kill me. I didn’t have a mastectomy, but I see pictures of these women and men who’ve had one, and they give me strength. They communicate the urgency that we need to find a cure, and soon. They validate that the experience of breast cancer is brutal and life-changing, and you’ll never be the same again. It’s essential that other people be able to witness the reality of breast cancer through these photos. Breast cancer is not a pink ribbon.  And I will keep fighting alongside my 7,000 Change.org petition signers to make sure Facebook lets them.

In the meantime, please keep sharing the petition and letting Facebook know how important this issue is to all of us.

 
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The SCAR Project

I was benignly checking Twitter one day when I saw a tweet from Anne Marie Ginanni (Stupid Dumb Bread Cancer) that Facebook was taking down pictures from The Scar Project’s FB page.   A further tweet by David Jay, the photographer who undertook this project, informed us that Facebook had also banned him from posting for thirty days.

Why is this important?  Facebook, in its decision to censor these photographs, has placed the project’s images in the same category of images that objectify women and sexualize the female breast.  We all know that breast cancer is not a pink ribbon, but Facebook seems to think that images of amputation or reconstruction is erotic and therefore a violation of their terms of service.

To call attention to this misguided policy and with the desire to change it, I have started a petition to call Facebook’s attention to this egregious policy.   Please take a few moments, to view The SCAR Project and then click on the image below to sign this petition.

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Reality Check

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Cancer is Hard When You’re Alone

I sure do love historical analysis–as you have no doubt observed if you’ve read The Sarcastic Boob with any regularity.  Breast cancer is a fascinating subject and fits right into my love of knowledgeable discourse.  The implications of gender and patriarchy!  The socioeconomic and racial disparities!  The political difference with regard to healthcare!  The swelling in my left armpit!

Wait.  What?  What’s this left armpit crap?  It’s the right boob, remember?

I honestly get so lost in the subject itself that sometimes I forget why I find the topic of interest in the first place.   Oh, yeah, I have breast cancer with metastasis.  Stage IV.  Remember?

Yes, I do remember, but it’s still kind of abstract in a very weird kind of way.  The lesions have resolved, roused the spondylosis.  It was asymptomatic for many years apparently, until the tumor flare kicked it off.  The third nerve block to manage the pain was three weeks ago.  I fully expected to reenter my life with vigor as I had only four months before.

But it didn’t work this time.

Dammit.

But I continued on with my analysis.  Peggy Orenstein wrote a game-changing article that came just as I was beginning to read a great book about the history of the war on breast cancer.  Ah, critical thinking.  My happy place.  I need a happy place since back pain has left me unable to work or do much of anything else.  Did I mention my laundry pile is three weeks high?

It’s rough when you’re sick and you’re alone.

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Some months after I started chemotherapy–Tamoxifen–I got good news: the lesions had all resolved.  The lymph nodes in my chest and under my right arm, tiny lesions in the lungs all gone.  Even the lytic lesions in the bone had much less uptake than the scan three months previous.  The back pain resolved with the help of pain management.  Ah, it felt good to be normal again.

Then it happened.  I was typing away on my laptop and it felt like my sleeve was bunched up under my left arm.  I adjusted it and typed away.  Adjusted again.  Worked and then another adjustment.  It’s nothing.

During the #bcsm chat on Monday evening a comment was made of itching in the breast post mastectomy.  Everyone seemed to be itching after that comment.  Even me.  And as I reached under my left arm to scratch I felt the swelling.  Right in the belly of the armpit where the sentinal node lies.  Puffy.  Tender.

Shit.

That’s when it hit me.  Jarred from the real joy of historical analysis to the crummy reality of living with breast cancer.  I have it in my head that I’ll live and work for another decade; sometimes I even say twenty years.  In my heart of hearts I can tell you that I’m not so sure.  I’m not allowed to be a “survivor.”  Newsflash: after you’ve been diagnosed with breast cancer you don’t survive anything.  You’re in remission.  That pink ribbon celebration can’t hide the real truth.

I connected with my oncologist and my pain specialist today.  I was urged to go to the emergency room to be evaluated for a cord compression because of some general weirdness/lightness I feel in my left leg and some other problems I won’t detail.  But, me being me, I said, “No.”  Much to the chagrin of my physician.  Look, I might be in pain, but I’m not crazy enough to subject myself to the crawl of an metropolitan ER unless I’ve been cut out of a wrecked car.   So it’s an MRI tomorrow and a visit with the oncologist on Thursday.  In the meantime I listen to my superiors fawn over time sheets and doctor’s notes.  Someone’s always looking for a reason to clean up the dust and move on to a clean slate.  Stop blaming me for being sick, for crissakes.

Depression sets in and I wonder if I have what it takes.  I feel less than.  Incompetent.  A drag.  I try to go with the flow, but the flow isn’t there.  I feel like I’m at a stand still.

I do love to examine breast cancer in its historical context.  To see those tensions in society ebb and flow in response to or in spite of forces that are much much larger than one individual with one disease could ever be.  It is fascinating.  But then I realize that I am but one person who wonders if I will be able to keep my job, be productive in society, or live–and live well–for another decade within that ebb and flow.   And do my laundry.

Goddammit.  Cancer is hard when you’re alone.

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Harmonic Convergence

When the planets align in the breast cancer universe things get interesting.  It has been an unprecedented four-five weeks.  The first planet to get into position was that of oral arguments delivered to the Supreme Court of the United States on the legality of the U.S. Patent and Trademark Office’s practice of granting patents on human genes.  The next two planets to align were the publication of Peggy Orenstein’s game changing New York Times article “Our Feel-Good War on Breast Cancer” and the news that Nancy G. Brinker™ received a 64% pay raise.  The fourth planet to line up was the announcement that a Reader’s Digest poll named Brinker™ one of America’s most trusted celebrities (a list that includes Pat Sayjak, Clarence Thomas, and Rachel Ray).  The fifth planet to assume its position was the death of breast cancer advocate Barbara Brenner.  And the sixth and final planet–with rings and moons–was Angelina Jolie’s New York Times op-ed in which she announced that she had undergone a prophylactic bilateral mastectomy.

CaptureAs these events converged, the Twitterverse and Blogosphere went Super Nova.  In a universe where the biggest news is usually who had their latest surgery, who delivered the latest salvo against pinkwashing, and who got lost in a #BCSM TweetChat, this sequence of events has been–in a word–epic.

I will devote the next few blog posts to a breakdown of this confluence of events.  But for this first one, I’d like to look at Peggy Orenstein’s article “Our Feel-Good War on Breast Cancer,” (New York Times, April 24, 2013).  This article is a game changer, and I am not really known for random hyperbole.

While I enjoy anything that intelligently unmasks organizations that have lost their way in that way that Komen™ has, my thrill came from Orenstein’s  exploration of a topic that is controversial and by virtue of that presents an opportunity to start a conversation.  In this case, D.C.I.S. and preemptive–or prophylactic–mastectomy.

There is as yet no sure way to tell which D.C.I.S. will turn into invasive cancer, so every instance is treated as if it is potentially life-threatening. That needs to change, according to Laura Esserman, director of the Carol Franc Buck Breast Care Center at the University of California, San Francisco. Esserman is campaigning to rename D.C.I.S. by removing its big “C” in an attempt to put it in perspective and tamp down women’s fear. “D.C.I.S. is not cancer,” she explained. “It’s a risk factor. For many D.C.I.S. lesions, there is only a 5 percent chance of invasive cancer developing over 10 years. That’s like the average risk of a 62-year-old. We don’t do heart surgery when someone comes in with high cholesterol. What are we doing to these people?”

Such a decision doesn’t come without serious reflection, nor would I characterize it as an easy one by any means.  I have been spared from making a decision such a this, but my friend Crystal–along with countless other women–has had to face this diagnosis, weigh her options, and make decisions with which she was comfortable.  Some have opted for amputation, others have not.  Even though all of these women were faced with perhaps the hardest decision they will ever have to make, I am astounded by the increasing number of these amputations.  It’s the 21st century and this is all that medicine has to offer?

I’ve already addressed the social and gender aspects to prophylactic amputation to some degree in my post Language.  I can “get” that breasts aren’t vital organs and we can lead productive and fulfilling lives without them–often after having children, but so are testicles.  I don’t see men getting those bad boys lobbed off after they’ve had their families to diffuse any testicular cancer threat.  I wonder how quickly Lance Armstrong ran to the doc to get that second ball removed.  Heaven forbid!

At present I am reading The Breast Cancer Wars: Fear, Hope, and the Pursuit of a Cure in Twentieth-Century America by Barron Lerner, MD (New York: Oxford University Press, 2001.  Kindle edition.).  Dense but well researched, I found myself sucked in to the careers of William Halstead and a handful of preeminent surgeons who carried his surgical legacy over the course of a century and more.  Lerner argues that attitudes toward women’s bodies were driven by patriarchal prejudice that devalued breasts in aging women such that when a woman had finished bearing children and showed no further interest in sex (because we know that all women die inside when they turn 40), surgeons saw no reason to preserve the breast.  Fold this into how the surgeon focuses on the craft of surgery separate from the individual (if they dealt with the patient at all) along with a patient culture of “doctor-knows-best,” and you wind up with the general assumption that the breast was “nonvital and functionless” and considered “a superficial easily disposable appendage.” (Loc 1090).  In 1952, two Chicago physicians Richard Renneker and Max Cutler, noted that “[Her breasts] have served their purpose and she is now ready to accept their retirement.”

Retired breasts.  I can see them lounging on a beach in Bermuda with a cocktail as I write this.  Lathered in sunscreen.  A little sunhat on the nip.

> “Did you have a mastectomy, Madge?”
<  “Oh no, Betty, I retired my breasts.  I think they’ve seen better days.”
>  “O-kay . . .”

CaptureWith regard to the radical mastectomy first introduced by William Halstead and modified in its various forms as part of his surgical legacy, Lerner argues that the authority of the surgical profession largely framed breast cancer from diagnosis to treatment.  But society’s gender inequities both made possible and perpetuated increasingly radical forms of surgery to “cure” breast cancer.  “Because male-dominated society devalued the breasts of aging women,” writes Lerner, “surgeons viewed these organs as particularly expendable.”

This was the 1950s, and even then a new generation of surgeons began to slowly question the need for such radical surgery.  The introduction of biometrics and clinical trials (both of which were forcefully resisted at first), and the women’s movement would slowly change this surgical paradigm.  But despite this evolution it seems that we have come full circle.  Orenstein observes that with the pink movement having heightened awareness and–by extension–fear, many women are amputating their breasts when it is not clear that they really need to do so.

Of course many blogs are abuzz about Angelina Jolie’s decision to undergo a prophylactic bilateral mastectomy because she carries the BRCA1 faulty gene.  Many individuals who have commented on this story whether on blogs, Facebook pages, or the New York Times article directly mention–in what appears to be a sense of palpable relief that their breasts are gone–are comments such as “So what do we need ‘em for?”  or “I’ve had my kids, I don’t need them anymore” or “I’m older now I really don’t need them”.  I understand that for some this may be a coping mechanism–say “good riddance” enough and you will come to believe it.  Are our breasts this expendable that we can speak to their value in such a perfunctory manner?  Few women seem to stand up and defend their breasts the way activists did some thirty years ago.

Nicole, the woman behind the My Fabulous Boobies blog and Facebook page, always says something that makes me stop and think.  “To me… it is not just a breast,” Nicole writes. “It [amputation] very much had a lot to do with my sexual experience as well as my body image and self-esteem.”  Think about it: breasts are pretty damned central to our sexual experience.  Lovers love to fondle, kiss, squeeze, and caress the breast.  And I, for one, like them fondled, kissed, squeezed, and caressed.  But hardly anyone raises this profound reality, choosing instead to focus on age and breastfeeding.  Nicole goes on to say “I believe that if similar options were all that men were limited to… take off an inch of your penis (for example)… we would be considering other options for whatever disease was affecting it. While I’m fine with my breasts now… I do think that it is barbaric that part of the cure or treatment for this disease requires amputating breasts.”

Word.

Orenstein, too, wondered about the willingness of so many to choose amputation as a preventive measure.  How is it that women were aggressively fighting to keep their breasts only three decades ago and now they are aggressively fighting to remove them?  For many, this answer can be found in the culture that not only frames the disease but the way in which it is treated.  Having detailed a woman with D.C.I.S. who would likely not develop cancer but opted for a prophylactic mastectomy anyway, Orenstein asks

Should this woman be hailed as a survivor or held up as a cautionary tale? Was she empowered by awareness or victimized by it? The fear of cancer is legitimate: how we manage that fear, I realized — our responses to it, our emotions around it — can be manipulated, packaged, marketed and sold, sometimes by the very forces that claim to support us. That can color everything from our perceptions of screening to our understanding of personal risk to our choices in treatment.

This is why Orenstein’s piece is, in my opinion, so profoundly transformative.  This is the kind of informed and intelligent conversation we should be having now and always.  Every day thousands of individuals are changed in profound ways as a result of the scourge of breast cancer; this level of horror cannot be left to be defined by a pink movement that devotes most of its resources on “prevention” and early diagnosis in lieu of a cure.  (I’m not saying this isn’t important, but we need to fund research.)

My remarks are in no way a judgment of the women confronted by circumstances that require them to make these profound decisions–far from it.  But unless we have these conversations–the ones that make us cringe, that make us cry, or the ones that make us angry–we lose the opportunity to move forward.  That we are where we are today is in no small measure the result of patients, physicians, clinicians, and advocates who, in the past, questioned the status quo and asked a simple question: “Why?”

When you refuse to engage in a conversation that compels you to question your assumptions or to be open to a change in opinion, you make a decision.  It is a conscious decision to remain shallow and intellectually obtuse.  In the case of breast cancer, you must place your own self-interests above something that is much larger than you.

Among the hundreds of individuals who left comments on Orenstein’s article was Nancy G. Brinker™.  She described this conversation as a “distraction.”

More on that next time.

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Paincation Redux

I’ve been on a two week paincation.  I apologize that I forgot to take pictures of the great time I had.  You know, of the television tuned into Game of Thrones and MSNBC, the Kindle versions of B.V. Larson sci-fi novels, the cat box, the cat hurl, growing laundry pile, and the lazy Susan populated by the ever-increasing medication assortment and as-needed narcotics.  Like a spice rack for chronic illness.

I saw my awesome pain management doctor just three weeks ago.  The second block was wearing off and I was scheduled for the next injection in two weeks.  It’s a big practice, every two weeks he does the fluoroscopic-guided injections and I had just missed it by one day.  Honestly, I didn’t think it was a big deal and I did not protest.  Sure, the pain came back but I took various meds on a schedule and I figured I might lose 2-3 days of work as I got closer to the appointment.  I would be okay.

Wrong.  The pain grabbed me for two weeks and I’ve had to unexpectedly take time away from the office–just as I had gotten into a new groove with projects and such.

I’ve mentioned this nerve block thing a lot in my blog, but I never actually explained the process.  A few folks have written to me over the last few months or so and asked me about what is involved in this procedure and expressed some fear about having it done.  So for those of you still curious, I’m going to take a little turn from my usual social commentary and explain this procedure.  Like a lot of things involving needles, the first thing you think to do is nothing–walking in the other direction.  Thing is, it’s easy peasy and the pay off, once it kicks in, is worth every moment.

In my case the pain comes from severe arthritis of the facets in the lower part of my spine.  The facets are small stabilizing joints located between and behind adjacent vertebrae.Capture   Each joint is surrounded by  a little capsule of connective tissue and produces a fluid to nourish and lubricate the joint. The joint surfaces are coated with cartilage allowing joints to move or glide smoothly against each other (though mine aren’t gliding so smoothly these days).  When I had the tumor flares in L4 and S1, the vertebral bodies were severely weakened and the weight that they would have normally supported was shifted to the facets already severely compromised by arthritis.  The result?  Some bitterly angry facets.

The facet joint injections–colloquially called a nerve block–is as much a diagnostic tool as it  is a treatment for pain.  So the first time I had this, the relief of pain let my doc know that the right spots had been identified for treatment.  Two medications are injected into the joints to bring pain relief: numbing medicine (Marcaine) and a steroid.  The numbing medication provides instant relief and lasts for about 3-4 hours, the steroid is a more longer acting anti-inflammatory and kicks in later.   The procedure has mixed results: some feel relief for a week, others can feel relief for 3-6 months, others never feel it again.  It is very individual and, I am told, impossible to predict with any certainty.

The procedure itself takes only 10-15 minutes.  Using sterile technique the injection site is cleaned.  The injection of local anesthetic is the worst part as it stings little bit–less than a bee sting.  Once the skin and muscle is numbed, you’ll feel a little pressure as the needle for delivery of the medications is inserted, especially if you have a lot of inflammation in the joint.  The physician utilizes an imaging technique known as fluoroscopy that allows real time images of the vertebral column to be seen so that the needle is placed correctly.   I can tell you that when the numbing medication is injected in the joint you feel immediate relief.  I walked into the office leaning on my cane.  I left carrying it.

There are any number of videos that show you these injections on real people, but don’t watch them.   All you see is someone being stuck by a needle and that always freaks people out.  Instead this nifty animation tells you what you need to know.

 

For me, the results of each nerve block have been unique.  The first time that it was done I had relief for three days and that was it.  Because of the amount of steroid that is used I had to wait four weeks to repeat the procedure, but when it was repeated I felt relief immediately and was literally pain-free for the next three months.  This third time it’s taking awhile to kick in, but I know that once it does I’ll be on an even keel again.

This is not meant to be medical advice.  And if your physician recommends that you pursue this course of treatment you should do your due diligence with regard to research that involves side effects, allergies, etc.  But don’t be afraid.  For me it is nothing short of miraculous.

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I Am . . .

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The last in a series of memes honoring Nancy G. Brinker™ (unless she makes more headlines).

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